I feel like I struggle with this thought a lot. I am a very black and white person and I don't do well with gray areas or things that I have no control over. So, this is why I struggle with faith. As you know, a HUGE part of what EA does is based on faith. Faith that they will have shows booked, faith in the people that work for them, faith that radio stations will play their music, faith that people will buy their music, faith that some way, some how their bills will get paid during slow times. The past two to three years has been a real faith tester for me. I will say though God has NEVER forsaken me nor let me down. There have been so many times when I know it was God that brought us through or opened up a door. However, I still have many questions, concerns, and worries. Why? I guess it is part of who I am. By completely living on faith, you constantly stay in a gray area- always wondering, or at least I do.